A part of growing up having more problems but not yet the severe. Sometimes you just have to listen to your parents but still sometimes they OVERDO it. Though most of us people today are quite in the busy mode, especially those teens having series of challenging homework, we still put up to one thing that would really hurt a lot if continuously said. Unlike before, I enjoyed the way how they put in words of wisdom to me, how they help me in my strengthening my spiritual senses.
I HIGHLY doubt that today. Words of continuous what are you doing and are you done yet keep on coming out from their mouths. I try to manage my time and even help my other siblings to the fullest but they just wont understand how hard it is for my part to finish up what I'm doing. Before I always think this wouldn't affect me that much provided that it wont be a daily basis. I was WRONG.
As myself, I personally like and can't resist to help others. I USUALLY get into trouble with them even without my liking. I am always the afflicted one. YES, I MAY NOT HAVE SACRIFICED a lot but still I can feel that I'm too pushed up. They ALWAYS BLAME me for what I can't even accommodate at the same time.
I am only a simple person. I can do all things at once. I'm not some sort of a super human who can process everything you put in it. How they fairly react to things makes me annoyed. IT'S just TOO MUCH to bear. I mean hearing those same words every single day makes me well that, annoyed, irritated... You might say I'm selfish and unreasonable BUT still, can't I have MY LITTLE VERSION OF FUN AND RELAXATION...
Before they were very supportive. Now, they just think of what I do as a very simple task WHICH ISN'T. If without a group is what I managed, I would never make it to what I've reached because they'll keep on saying stuffs as if it is easy to finish.
I KNOW ANSWERING BACK IS VERY VERY WRONG BUT I CAN'T HELP NOT TO THROW BACK WORDS AT THEM. I HAD ALWAYS ENDURED THOSE LONG WORDS OF THE SAME THOUGHT, MEANING AND SOUND. THEY JUST ARE SO ANNOYING. I MAY SEEM LIKE A REBEL BUT I CAN NEVER DO THAT. IT'S JUST THAT I WANT TO ANSWER BACK FOR THEY SAY SUCH TOO MUCH. TOO MUCH. IT HURTS DEEP DOWN, BEING ACCUSED OF SOMETHING I WASN'T ABLE TO ACCOMPLISH OR EVEN FIGHTING WITH MY SIBLINGS. I AM HONESTLY QUARRELING WITH THEM BUT I CERTAINLY DO NOT HURT THEM AS MUCH AS THEY HURT ME WITH THOSE PIERCING WORDS OF ACCUSATIONS. IT'S JUST HOW THEY REACT TO NEW TRENDS FOR THEY DON'T KNOW HOW HARD IT IS TO STUDY FOR THEY ALREADY FINISHED IT IN A DIFFERENT WAY. AN EASIER, FASTER AND PROBLEM FREE WAY...
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
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